Kourtney Kardashian admits she has “anxiety” about getting older!
In a sneak peek of KUWTK — which will return to E! in the fall — the eldest Kardashian-Jenner sibling gets emotional about turning the big 4-0 — which happened in April of this year.
While speaking to sister Khloé Kardashian, the mother-of-three dished:
“I do think that turning 40, like it almost makes you analyze like where you’re at in your life… It’s just giving me anxiety.”
When asked what she is specifically thinking about, Scott Disick‘s ex admitted she wished she had more time.
“Now that I’m doing Poosh, I just always wish I had more time… I feel like I want to cry.”
When Khloé asked “Why?” Kourtney said, “it gives me anxiety.”
Kourtney elaborated she doesn’t “know why because then I’m like I have so much and I should just be so happy.”
In regards to whether or not she is happy, Kourtney answered:
“I mean, I am… But then sometimes I’m just like it makes you really like analyze just like where you’re at and then I’m like sometimes, ‘What am I doing?’”
Khloé then asked:
“What are you doing wrong?”
While Kourtney believed she was doing “nothing” wrong, and she was “just living life,” she revealed: “but then sometimes I’m like I’ll just do stupid s**t to like distract from really thinking about stuff that is maybe more important. I don’t know. But then half of me is like, ‘Live your life, have fun.’”
Khloé tried to comfort her by saying:
“But if that makes you happy, you know that’s completely okay for your life. What if you enjoy the life that you have right now? If you’re happy, that’s all that should matter for any of us. But I really don’t think your soul is happy. I think you feel incomplete somewhere that you’re scared.”
Back in April, a People insider revealed Kourt was initially reluctant to turn 40, but is now embracing the milestone, saying:
“When she talked about turning 40 a while back, she didn’t seem too excited… Turning 40 is a big deal. But instead of seeing it as something negative, Kourtney turned it around and she seems very excited about her life just in general.”
One of those exciting things is Poosh, which launched that same month.
“She feels great about many things that she has accomplished so far… She is very excited about Poosh. She has been very focused on it. She has a small team that helps out, but she’s putting in many hours making sure her site is fun, educational and features brands that she loves.”
WATCH the clip (below):
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